*SUMULAT KA PINOY*

Mutual understanding nga ba o MALABONG USAPAN?:)

This issue is commonly a melodramatic chaos experienced by most teens. U got feelings for each other, bt u guys are NOT COMMITTED.

Grabe, most of my friends had their share of pangs dahil sa m.u n yan. But the thing is, paano nga ba ngkakaron ng ganyan?:) Its mostly a one sided relationship nga ba gaya ng sabi ng iba..or its just friendship na namisunderstood nila?

Well, im sick of feelin sorry for all those who got hurt coz of this. I havent experienced this yet but in my own view point. I find it pointless If you guys love each other, then why not make it clear. Why not make it official? Just looking for a fling? What a selfish and mean excuse.

Intimate social relationships are meant to be founded with love and its not meant to be played with. Well, im happy for those who ended up together as official magjowa after going through the M.U phase..but so sad for those who cried their hearts out because of this malabong usapan.

It is a mutual undrstanding? pero bkit mukang hindi nman kayo ngkakaintndhan? Ano ang terms of agrrement nyo? I bet u havent agreed with anything p nga. Tama? Kayo na hindi. Ang hirap ata diba, pag me ksma syang iba, do u have the right to be jealous? Pag malabo n ang lahat. Mgtanong kna, clear things out, dont be afriad if the other party would reject you or not. The thing is, it will be kinder for you to accept ur defeat as early as possible.

Ang akin lang ha, kung mgiinvest knalang din ng pag ibig mo for a certain person. BE CERTAIN WITH IT
Wag kang mging magnet ng love sickness. Grow up come on. Mrami pang tao sa mundo, akala mo lang sya lang pwede mgpasaya sayo. Pero hanggang kelan?

Think people. Ayoko na ng me nsasaktan p sa mga malabong usapan n yan ha.

Be responsible enough. Stop being masochists and sadists

“No one knows the son. except for the father, and no one knows the father except for the son and those with whom he wishes to make him known”

I’ve read that yesterday as we were climbing Mt. Calvary, it reminds me of Jesus’ passion (intense or overpowering emotion of love), laying his life on the cross just to save us from all our sins. To give us life, a  purpose, a goal - to belong not in this world but in the father’s world.

His hands that used to lay hands to children, those hands that brought miraculous touch to the sick - those caring hands..they were nailed on the cross - it must have hurt a lot but he endured it. And His feet, those feet that walked the miles to share God’s wisdom from place to place, those same feet that leads our paces - they were nailed on the cross, imagine how tough it was, no man can ever live with such pain. He was crucified because of us and what have we been doing? it is us that made him stay in that cross, it is us that put him to such a heartache. He laid everything he had just for us but we keep on ignoring that.

Call me a sinner, i’m guilty as charged. It hurts me a lot everytime i am reminded of Christs’s selfless love, i feel guilty of knowing him yet failing to let him enter my life. Each step i took along the way of Calvary, i felt so ashamed - like i cant continue. I felt like i was a hypocrite. Doing those things but self-assured that i cant live away from my sins. I always make lame excuses to turn my back from God.

Always tilts my world when its spinning towards him. Im a coward, i cant stand for my principles, my faith is built on poor ground i can fertilize it though but guess you know that am still not doin my part.

When will i ever let Him enter me. I had my fair share of encounters with him but i let those opportunities pass. Day to day, i do good things, do bad things. im a total loser. I suck.

This holy week, may we rekindle our relationship with God. Feel Christ’s passion, embrace him in our lives and live in such a way that is pleasing to God’s eyes. Learn how to share, love, give without expecting anything in return. Smile and feel God’s warmth within you. Let’s discover God’s lil magic in us, you and me, let’s open our hearts, our minds, our souls that we may seek the kingdom of God.

“What you sow does not come to life unless it dies first” -St. Paul.

Let yourself die and retire from your sins, and let God give you a new life.

Bless yah

Okay. so i was never really the kid who’d listen to all historic tales or what. Not really so in to those kind of stuffs, u know what i mean. But currently, i think im loving it.

You would probably agree with me that subjects like asian civilization and literature would really make our butts pissed.. haha. I mean it wudn’t pretty much interest us that much. I mean MOST TEENS That used to include me, but right now, hell, im enjoyin it.

When the lectures got buzzin on silly names and prehistoric places my eyes would get the ZZZZs on, that is a basic reality but surprisingly i got attentive. Even jotting down notes whatever. haha.

You know what it’s pretty cool. Getting acquainted with the people from the past, how they act and react to the world. How it differs from the current stuffs we have. How changes came and how it messed up the world. I think its dope.

Well, during one of the lectures in asian civilization class, our prof. mentioned about the MIDDLE WAY -that is the buddhist’s way. Gautama Buddha or the enlightened one believed that in order for man to achieve self-actualization or supreme fulfillment of one’s self worth he must follow the middle way.

Now what the heck is this middle way thing? That is *not too much pleasure and not too much self-denial*. In simpler terms, LIVE HUMBLY. People are blinded with greed, blinded with desires and this blindness pushes us to the wrong track.

Then others would want a recourse, they put themsleves to starvation and do the holy acts of repentance or what, well i aint questionin that..but Gautama is right, when you are deprived with your biologic needs, u will not be able to think wisely and act appropriately.

So just be on the middle way. The way of living simply, even Jesus was thirsty, even the saints hungered. Yes they suffered a lot but they also enjoyed somewhat. It’s time to let our souls live and just give our body what is only just and needed. Throw thy greed.

I hope we would all understand that life is not about being in and being cool by what the norms pull it. We should live simply, humble ourselves and appreciate what we have, repent for our sins but do not deny yourself that much. Sabi ni Leonidas (from the movie 300) ”at the end of this war, even the God king will bleed”. So if you are too comforted right now, be afraid be very afraid for you may not be able to handle the grievings to come.

I’m telling you 21st century teens, HOW WOULD YOU ViEW YOUSELF WHEN YOU ARE 70? Still craving for the hottest phone? Still pumpin in with the hottest wheels? Still chillin with the jiggy tunes? or already beggin God for mercy? If i were you, id start thinking now
 

Try to read Dante’s Divine Comedy. Enrich your mind with the right senses
God bless yah all! ^________^

m|U|m|U.08

pag nagkapaltos sa shus.
pantapal si bandage.
pag nsugatan.
tapal ulit si bandage.
maliit lang.
ready to use.
affordable pa.
yan si bandage
eh pag me sugat sa puso?
bat di mo gamitin si bandage? di nya ba kaya ang heavy bleeding?
maxado bang masakit at di kayang tapalan?

the diks define bandage as *A strip of material such as gauze used to protect, immobilize, compress, or support a wound or injured body part*

injured body part. ang pusong nabigo. that’s an injured body part. dba? pwede xang gamitan ni bandage?
pwede xang tapalan ni bandage?

pwede kaya?
ansabi oh..si bandage ay:
pwede xang tumulong mgcompress..
pwede xa as support.
not necessarily to immobilize you..
but just to keep you going kahit na in pain ka..

ang galing pla ni bandage. nga lang ambandage ni muMu..
hindi ung bandage na alam ng marami..
accessible din bandage ni mumu..
actually mas tipid p nga  kasi libre..
isa pa dito..
ang bandage ni mumu effective sa sugatang puso alam nyo ang bandage ko?
its time and prayer.
a time for prayer.
a prayer time.
the gospel.

the best and most effective bandage in the world.
it supports the soul;
it heals wounded hearts
it carries you home.
it gives you peace and happiness..

it makes you love yourself more..
and makes you wanna love others more..

yan ang bandage ko.
u wanna have ur own?
then make ur improvised bandage too

IT CUTS LIKE A KNIFE.

This entry is wholeheartedly dedicated to my lovely friend whom I’ve always barked at and bitten off.

I’d like to tell you a story bout a superhuman I know; somebody I cherish the most, somebody I’ve always looked up to, somebody I love calling my friend.

There’s a great story that hasn’t been told yet, the scripts are real and better than great tales the world has ever heard of. Like a twilight; ending the darkness and inviting a new light. Amidst all life’s agonies, the stream of hope is ever present.

Truly, one cannot understand why certain things happen. It could be hurting like the funniest joke and it could be sweet like a bunch of pepper. Irony is an integral component of life, you wana kick it off but you’d end up realizing that you’ve been embracing it all along.

Love is a sacred feeling, something pure, an emotion that every human is capable of giving. We fall,..we wouldn’t know when, how, what for and with whom. You might get catched but you may also simply dig your own hole, to fall deeper, deeper until you feel sober.

The melodrama of a fairytale will forever remain, how would you cope and until when are you gonna cope? A question that can never be answered by any genius, not even the one who spent an entire life studying human formations and values acquisition. A question that can only be answered by time; by the person needing the answer for it. A question that may never be answered; a deadly cliff of fantasy and disbelief.

I admire the character in this story; she’s smart I believe she is, she knows just what to do; unsure but she’s taking the risks;  she’s doing all she can to go up and fight her feelings.  I am happy that she is constantly regaining, happy that she has loved and is continue loving, happy that though she’s tiring, she never quits trying. Has she quitted? It will do her no good.

Yes, she fell, it wasn’t a plan, nor a sweet tragedy, it just happened in a bliss of friendship – shoot it. It’s not a crime but it feels like jail is hunting her.  I know she’s still confused and hurt at this point, no one can really help her our of it. It’s her shadow she’s always dealing with. 

If you ever heard her talk, her voice hums a jolly tone but her spirit seems weary. She’s trying to bite in life’s cake, and she’s doing pretty well. She may not know it, but she taught me a lesson of a lifetime - that is how undeniably selfless, love is.

She is so strong, and wise and I wana be just like her. Her eyes prove how much time she’s been spending trying to divert all emotional instabilities into fruitful harvests of the soul. I think that the yarn she lived, has taught her to share her thoughts more often than she thought she would. She’s now inspiring other people with her cranky tales about her life. I love reading her stuffs, listening to her mind and feeling her heart. It’s sincere.

Like her, may we all learn how to be accustomed to the ever-paradoxical world. May we never tire of learning and revealing what life is all about. May we be able to get up and move on and carry our own cross faithfully. May we understand that simple matters count.

If you have a friend, troubled that he/she is running out of tracks to go. Don’t push them on the wrong way. Don’t tell them what they wana hear instead tell them what they should hear, As you do this, you should know the limits of your own tongue; avoid adding insult to an injury, that won’t help, that could be detrimental to your friend. Let them discover who they really are and just make them feel special. Never neglect their problems ‘cause it feels awful to be dejected.

Let them face their own battles and trust them that they are well accounted for their decisions. Love and care for them unconditionally.  Sometimes, all we gotta do is listen.

It cuts like a knife when you pity yourself and when you throw questions in the air that will just dissipate leaving you no answer at all. Every wound shall heal and every sorrow will fade. Don’t be sorry about your burdens instead, keep fighting, You can do it! Just breathe and let live.

“Well obviously nobody wants to be restricted  with conditioning, we’re all interested in growing, learning more about the standards and being the masters of our own fate than being directed and shaped by others”- Gerald Corey. This is an excerpt i’ve taken from the book entitled “I NEVER KNEW I HAD A CHOICE”.

One fine day, after a very toxicating and boring episode in my life, i decided to go to our school’s library. Hoping to find a spot to sitback and freshen my nerves up.  Well i got the kick to browse the piled books covered with the generosity of dust and cobwebs. I found this book, at a regular size, not catchy on the first look but the title was intriguing. *i never knew i had a choice* - wow, seemed like a diary from a real near death escapade.

Most people fall on the desperate bed of grieving, for some reasons we could hardly understand. But why? Why do they feel bad and dormant? Was life that cruel for them? Guess not, but that’s what they thought it is, they did not realize that they have much choices.

Everybody wants to take hold for his/her existence in this world, we say we want to rule our own life, right? Just like what Corey have noted. It is indeed man’s inner desire to free himself from all the strings of influences attached to him. It’s not a sin to aspire for something good to occur to you but what’s frightening is the thought on how you’re gonna do it..ON YOUR OWN.

I say, never be afraid to take risks and possibilties. You got hurt, got smashed, got freaked-out, got dirty? Well, Learn from it. Heal yourself, talk to yourself about it. You wanna lead your life? Then lead it well, and prove to yourself and to the world that YOU CAN. You have a choice to be well and a choice to be sick.

Never blame anybody for the negative impacts you gained, you want all the positive credits merited to your holy name yet your wrongdoings, tagged on other people’s shame? What on earth are you after for? When you lead your life, you should learn to embrace your imperfections and flaws and learn how to cope with it with your assets and capabilities. If you cannot stand on one single point of your impurity, you cannot get along rightly.

Accept the reality, it’s barely there. You cannot change certain things but you can change your own self. Change for the better. Seek for strength in you. Enhance your character and simplify your life. Don’t be a complicated genius, what’s its use for? Be a simple wise person - ud get everything cleared up.

How are you going to rule your life? Dont ask me. Dont ask the book, Ask yourself, ask God. My friend, you got a hell bunch of choices to pick. Dont pity yourself for failing, instead; stand up and continue figthing.

Life is full of troubles, full of mind games and puzzle plays - a game it is. And we are all players, play clean..play and create your OWN STRATEGY. I’m trusting on you, and i believe that you are an important somebody in this huge world. Loosen up ..try to do things for yourself, feel the fun of learning and interacting in this world.

Claim your FREEDOM, it has long been bestowed upon you. Im not saying that you should become a rebel to the society norms but what im saying here is that express your right to decide for your life and emancipate yourself from your sad in the dumps solitude.

YOU’RE A FIGHTER! SAY ROAR!

As they say, depression is both a natural response and a natural solution. Well, that’s basically true, a natural response, because everybody may be depressed at some point in their lives *part of being human*, right? A natural solution because, when we feel depressed, we try to kick out and make things better, we seek to find answers. But what if one becomes unable to effectively cope with depression?

Depression strikes people when they feel that the world is too big for them too handle. Well, who, in the first place told them that they should handle this big world on their own? We all want to become heroes, every child’s dream, every individuals’ silent wish..but before trying to become a hero of this world, why not try to become a hero for yourself first?

There are lots of unanswered questions, too many toxicating events. uhh. All the pressure just keeps on coming..and you..a poor human being..catches all those. wow! Who do you think you are? There are no superheroes in this world, and nobody requires you to be one.

Try to accept your incapacities, try to admit your weaknesses. Instead of grieving for your losses and mourning about your failures in life. STOP. LOOK. and LISTEN TO YOURSELF. Who are you after all those sad in the dumps moment? Gosh, yes you are important in this world, and you can do a hell lot of things..but please..instead of pleasing anybody else, please God first, and then yourself.

Satisfy your soul with all the love you can get, and give back love. Love is everywhere, its just there, ur not just willing to see it as it is.  DEpression is a choice, and happiness as well. Which one now, is better off to handle? Pick one and live with it.

I hope ud find ur happiness..dont go too far..find it in urself..find it in your religion..

DEPRESSiON COULD KiLL YHA
SO START SMiLiNG iF I WERE YAH
 

*look at me, im a poor baby but i think i smile from my heart, and that makes me feel so rich ohaaa. *mUmUmiTa

“WHATEVER” haha.

Well, welcome to the teenage melodrama baby Isa ka lang nman sa milyong milyong kabataan sa mundo na nkakaranas ng ganyan.

Ang buhay teenager temporary lang yan pag nagpatalo ka sa emotional instabilities sa stage na yan, pano ka na kinabukasan? pano ka na kung lipas ng kakayahan mong mgrebelde sa mundo? iiyak ka n nman? Magsisisi..

Nasa huli ang pagsisisi..sis, tol, pare, repa, bro..you gotta wake up now. Lahat ng bagay nadadala sa usapan. Talk to them, tell them who you are, what you are, who you wanna be. Tell them more about yourself. Invite them to your world. Who knows, baka sila gusto rin nilang maintindihan mo sila at maganda ding maintindihan ka nila.

Hindi totoong mahirap ispelengin ang teenager, katunayan nyan hindi lang nila tinatry na ispelengin tayo ng TAMA. di ba? we are not the rotten guys here, we are unique individuals; born to create something good out of this world.

I love being a teen, kahit mdalas kong hindi maintindihan sarili ko..kahit madalas kami magtalo ng parents ko..alam ko..ngayon, mas naiintindihan na nila ako, coz i STARTED TALKING THINGS OUT and gladly, they started listening
 

Come out of your shell. Dont be a coward of your ownself. Kung gusto mong maintindihan ka. Kausapin mo sila; at gumawa ka ng maganda.

To my mama and papa:

Im sorry for the bad me. Sorry for my misbehavior. Thank you for reaching out to me. for trying to understand me. Ill cherish you both for ever. Youre the best pair of mom and dad in this world. You guys are cool. We are good haha. mwah.

The older ones are so cool; if ud see their teenage hearts
Goodluck to your next journeys in life!

Savor every moment of your teen’s life.

Be proud of yourself! UR A STAR IN THE MAKING 21st century teens ROCK!

Hindi lilipas ang isang buong araw na hindi ka nkakakita ng mukhang malungkot. Am i right?..

The bluer than blue fever is still on..its an epidemic the world can never get rid of. Naglalakad ka..mkakasalubong ka ng taong nkakunot ang ulo..nkasimangot..siswertehin kpang mkakabangga ng babaeng umiiyak..hay..kung di ba naman madurog puso mo nun.
Havent u ever asked urself..why these people behave as such? And why you..at times..behave like that as well?..

Life..is not perfect..and it doesnt have to be..Kung may saya may lungkot..di pwedeng hell straight puro saya at puro lungkot. Ano ka computer na programmed ang responses? haha.

Normal ang paminsan minsang gloomy feeling..pero may iba, hobby ata ang magmukmok and mourn over their sad phases in life..nkakaloka..di ba nila alam..*HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE* it is a right!

My dear friend, dont be unfair to yourself..learn to find happiness within you..wag maxadong mag iexpect ng kung ano ano sa mundo. Its just a matter of kickin some balls. U miss some, strike some, shoot some, win some. Blah blah..

So ngayon..malungkot ka ba?

Bakit naman?

Something bad happened?

Nabusted ka?

Npagalitan?

Me period?

Me kaaway?

plus the other signs of aging.. oh..surely u wudnt love that..

 Nakakahawa ang lumbay, pero mas nakakaaya ang saya.. How wud you like to picture out ur face today?

so SMiLE

p.s. JP KO THANKS FOR MAKING ME SMILE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. hehe. oi SmiLe